都不算擁有，所以都不會失去

yes, it's time to go to the bed, or, bad.

everyone's sleeping, but I can't.

I don't know why I just keep awake.

I don't know why I just keep smoking.

the cigarette seems belong to another world.

but it's so real, or, queer.

I even don't feel sad or happy.

I even don't think anything.

so, what's the problem?

everything's work, or not?

or I just think too much.

Is it life? sometimes you just need to face....what?



the fact is, I even don't think anything.

I stare at my computer and idle, sleepless.

yes, it's time to go to the bed, or, bad.

I actually know that the cigarettes don't belong to me.

but, I just, lost.

maybe there is another way to relax, but I choose the bad one.

sometimes people lost, just let it be.

it won't affect my normal life, so , don't worry my freinds.

I'm fine, it's just another me.

the evil one, appear at midnight.